goodbye precious goodbye
Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2000 8:58 pm
it's been awhile
since we snuggled close
i still remember
you sat there
and looked at me with
those trusting blue eyes
then i stroked your hair
and you rested
your head on my lap
i tell myself
over and over again
that what is only proves
what never could have been
did i sell my soul?
do i no longer have anything
left to lose?
i held you close
i called your name
i asked your forgiveness
i cried for you
i cried with you
i cry still
you slept so quietly
never any malice towards anyone
innocence forever
all of my aspirations to an ideal
i swore my sorrow
i swore my love
i died with your last breath
forgive me for being selfish
and wishing you didn't have to go
and carry my love in your soul
goodbye precious goodbye
since we snuggled close
i still remember
you sat there
and looked at me with
those trusting blue eyes
then i stroked your hair
and you rested
your head on my lap
i tell myself
over and over again
that what is only proves
what never could have been
did i sell my soul?
do i no longer have anything
left to lose?
i held you close
i called your name
i asked your forgiveness
i cried for you
i cried with you
i cry still
you slept so quietly
never any malice towards anyone
innocence forever
all of my aspirations to an ideal
i swore my sorrow
i swore my love
i died with your last breath
forgive me for being selfish
and wishing you didn't have to go
and carry my love in your soul
goodbye precious goodbye