Thanks Shana,
I was going to bring the ego into matters ,quite simply we need to identify its presence ,such as; I need a focus and a current technique springs to mind ,I then engage .
Was it my ego that engaged ?
I know my ego is not fully the real me ,it may want things too quickly ,or it may not , for this post I will say it wants things quite quickly it does not like to be kept waiting , You may remember in a post , I'd had my belly full of principles and speculation ,my Motto was " to get stuck in " was this really my ego talking ? .