Vicki,chef wrote:- I don't multi-task well
- I may not be good teacher material and lack something necessary
- I am missing the outer awareness that is so necessary in the 'mental' self-defense we should have, the 'remaining mind' so to say, and it needs much more work
- Could be that my age is affecting my memory even more...or could be I'm pretty dense, the quintessential tortoise (oh no!).
I think you are being a bit hard on yourself. Teaching, like all things has a learning curve. I know your teaching and patience with me at preggers speed was VERY helpful and detail oriented. Your enthusiasm is also quite contagious. Soooo...give yourself a break, stop beating yourself up, pick yourself up and start again....that's the whole point, right? Learn, repeat, move forward, learn, repeat, move forward....besides, I'm going to be counting on you and Bill when I am back in shape and ready to train again! I'll need all my Uechikas to kick me back into shape...so to speak....
just my two cents...you are better than you know, and critique and commentary are not always criticism and failure......
A tired but happy Shana catching a moment between feedings and such!